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More Drugs Please

January 8th, 2006 (12:34 am)

The doc started me on seroquel for sleep yesterday. And I'm suppose to up the lamictal to 75mg on monday.

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my holiday mostly

December 26th, 2005 (02:55 pm)
music: some whiny chick... I don't know

Pretty laid back. We are doing our actual x-mas in January when Brandon's(my husband) brother(Jeramie) can be here. So yesterday a friend of ours made a huge pan of lasagna and different types of salads and chocolate covered pretzels and homemade peanut butter cups. Yum! They brought all the food over and Brandon's parents came and we just had a nice dinner together. Our friends also brought their 5 year old granddaughter. She and Shiloh(my 4 year old)had so much fun playing together. Ok, they are actually friends of Brandon's parents. I'm not that old!!

On a much sadder note, a very sweet lady that is loved by most of my town and someone I am lucky enough to call a friend has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and only has a few days left. She has come back to Jerome to spend her last days and I was fortunate enough to see her this morning. We hugged and she told me that she was happy and everything was ok. I didn't want her to see me cry so I told her I had go. I am very happy for her that she is a peace and ready but I can't help being selfish by not wanting her to die.

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I need words of encouragement

December 23rd, 2005 (07:18 pm)

I am so new to this whole bipolar thing. They just started me on 25 milligrams of Lamictal (the dosage will increase every week)for mood stability. I am just scared and I don't know what to expect. My moods are jumping all over the place right now. I am also on Neurontin and Cymbalta and I take Imitrex for migraines.

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Old Friends

December 22nd, 2005 (08:59 pm)

state of mind: hopeful

Old friends are the best.

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good day

December 22nd, 2005 (02:41 am)

state of mind: grateful

Okay I know that the point is my beautiful children. They keep me alive. They are the reason I am able to get out of bed most days. Today was a good day. I painted with my mother in law, Jackie, but it was so much more than that. Every time we paint together we have really good talks and we bond even closer. I love her so much because I know she cares about me and she loves me no matter what. Thats pretty special to me because I've never had that before. I didn't really know how to handle that at first. She is such a wonderful person I hope Brandon knows how lucky he is to have her for a mom. And I called the court house today to check on the status of the case and they said that dick head had put in a motion to remain on the inactive calendar but the judge hadn't ruled on whether or not he was going to let it continue or dismiss the case yet. which is funny because his lawyer allready sent me the copies of his motion to continue but it wasn't signed by a judge and it was post marked 6 days after the date that the courts originally told me the case was going to be dismissed. ITS SO DAMN FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!!!

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December 20th, 2005 (03:11 pm)

state of mind: depressed

I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder last Thursday. My son's father is trying to take him from me. I have no money or friends. What is the point?

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